what i want to be ????

ambition, I want to be a lecturer of religion, religious scientists, the sharia, the religious teachers and scholars of Islamic history ..
herm ..
Can I achieve my goal?
can the?
it appropriate?
The most important ..???
I can start from now ??>>..
full of question marks in my life, my life and my mind !!
true that I desire to kritiria me, my personality and my behavior?
insyaallah ,
with the help of the gods of power and
I hope that what I requested is reached ..
amen

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